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Things Are Slightly Getting Better

I know that my posts can be quite trivial and irrelevant because I post on a consistent basis, but I like to post blogs not for the views, but to reflect on my life and my journey of self-improvement. Yes, I doubt that people actually care about my tiny snack problems and that is okay. Of course, that is not to dismiss viewers that enjoy my blogs (which I hope). Blogging is more like a medium to talk to myself or to an invisible person on the internet.

Remember the previous post where I was pretty fed up with my cravings for snacks? Since I was tired of it, I tried to not eat them for a day and see how things went. During the morning, it was a struggle. I would whine about how hungry I was in my head. I ate apples instead of Pocky sticks. I wouldn't say that apples taste better than Pocky sticks but at least I wouldn't be in the trap of making myself guilty. I guess I felt like I had more freedom and liberated from these monsters (okay, monster may be a hyperbole). It wasn't food controlling me. Instead, I had the authority over food. Well, it is only the first day so I shouldn't get my hopes too high. I can be a hypocrite sometimes. As long as I acknowledge the fact that happiness didn't have to come from yummy snacks*, but from self-control, I might get better.

*We can debate about that during school lunch.

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